Randomly deep talks!

There may come times where things just seem hard and you’re running on empty, walking through days blind. There may come moments where things seem too much like you keep coming up last, and you’re losing your touch. But you are my life, and I’ll spend every single day reminding you that you are capable you are smart and strong and you will find your way. Hearts can hurt, minds can ache the world may seem far too big and everything feels at stake. But you will reach your dreams no matter how difficult it seems, and I will always believe in you in all that you ever set out to do.

Today I saw two small girls playing badminton; a very common game.  The two girls were playing with a lot of effort. Hitting hard with the racket, running for the cork, teaching each other and scolding each other. But they didn’t know how to play they were making small baby steps in learning it.. This continued for days,  2-3 hours each day. Their temperament was motivating.. Even when their cork didn’t hit the racket for this long they keep on playing and telling each other techniques that even the other barely knew (Literal trial and error). And even when they hit the cork, it flew in some other direction rather than where they were targeting.. In spite of this they motivated each other picking up the cork and giving it another try hoping this time somehow it would work and they would learn it.. But even though they didn’t  learnt it they went home happily and satisfied. Smiling cause they played and hoping that they will try again tomorrow and knowing that they will kn...

Me - I started making changes in myself on a road to  something beautiful who they called perfect but when I finally felt beautiful enough i felt suddenly that there is no finish line and in attempt to keep up I lose the gifts I was born with for a beauty so insecure that it couldn't even commit to itself.. Inner Me -  The universe took its time on you, crafted you, to offer the worldsomething different from everyone else. When you doubt on how you were created you doubt an energy greater than us both.. Accept yourself as you were designed . Me  - The longest relationship of my whole life is with me.. Should I not nuture intimacy and love with the person I lie in bed each night? Should I not accept myself as myself? Inner Me  - We all are born beautiful, greatest tragedy is being convinced we are not.. and not accepting yourself as you are.. and when you do that you reach a state called self harm. When someone abuses you and hurts what you do? The way you...