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The widened gap!

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 “Beware of the gap. The gap between where you are and where you want to be. Simply thinking of the gap widens it. And you end up falling through.” ― Matt Haig, Reasons to Stay Alive   I have been hitting my lows very much lately for the same reason mentioned above the gap between where I am and where I want to be. And it has widened and I have fallen through it and hurt myself very bad. The lows are such that even the people who love me the most or are ones I love the most cannot understand or pretty much do anything about it! As a result I stopped talking about the same to anyone and I have fallen further down! Just when I thought that this is the lowest I can fall life laughs and throws me further down the abyss… where the only feeling that engulfs you is loneliness and the hard banging of your thoughts! And in that loneliness the voice becomes so strong that it’s just impossible to ignore or not hear it. And well, I know that it is not a great way to deal with it but ...